Tuesday, August 18, 2009

At Work

Yup...you read right....Im at work. Im back at The House that Kerry built but for only 20 hours a week. Not too bad!! Also I am the bookeeper at my church now. That averages about 2-3 hours a week. So yeah...2 jobs! CRAZY I know!! I take Grace with me to church and then my mom watches her when Im at THTKB or I'll take her to daycare and on Occasion I can take her with me. :-)

On to Grace: I love her more than anything. To her I am Mommy and john is Daddy. We are all she knows. I pray everyday...that she will be our baby forever. Lately I think about it ALL the time. I think it is because its getting closer to being over. It is scary. She has become a part of me. I think it would be CRUEL to take her from the only thing she knows (me and john). It would be like punishing her. I know God has a plan and it is in is hands...but I still worry. Im only human. Im trying to have Faith that God will work it out...and she will be where she is suppose to be (with us)

2 comments:

TamJo said...

Yay! That's awesome! I'm soo glad it worked out!

Allison said...

Hey Bren! I hope everything works out too. Ever since Olivia was born, I think about you guys because I can't imagine anyone taking her from me! I'm praying for you!